It’s been a very long time since last I visited here and recorded my random thoughts. A beginning of a new year seemed a good reason to do this – especially with the thoughts running thru my head like the parade I forgot to watch yesterday. ^_^ While I did attempt to record in my daily journal, I also felt moved to do this and perhaps expand on them a bit.  While this is mostly for my own benefit, there is the outside chance something may click for you as well??

The first thought that crossed my mind as I was attempting to resist being “awake” was that this is really the first day of the new year.  While the calendar reads day 2, it’s actually the first day back from whatever level of crazy holidays we just experienced.  The first day back into ‘normal’ routine -‘cept for the kids!  (They have another several days off. ^_^) And then came the not so happy thought/realization – wasn’t I just here not that very long ago?? Saying “good riddance” to the ‘old one’ and looking hopefully (if not fully joyously) at the ‘new one’??  Will it not just be another “fast forward 12 months and repeat” (ad infinitum)??? Another round on the ‘not so merry-go-round’?  And exactly how long does it take for the new to wear off?  And we find ourselves disappointed yet again.  And we spend the rest of the year just waiting for it to end.  I mean, we can’t just discard it like we do people and things.  We are forced to ‘ride it out’. Sometimes we work to ‘make the best of it’ (the proverbial ‘bad thing’).  Sometimes we just sulk in the corner till it’s over.  We will likely resist anything that implies a little changing in ourselves could go a long way toward making life “better”.  Instead we will probably continue to accumulate more stuff – in our homes (and added to the dump).  To ease and distract from the “proverbial pain”.  All the latest, greatest, newer, better – in with the new and out with the old – stuff and sometimes people.  Will we ever get to – it was a good year.  I am satisfied and complete and ready for next.  I did my best.  I learned and grew and am ready for what’s next.

And then came this float in my mental parade – What if there were a Good News Network?? (GNN)  Dedicated to sharing only good news – stories of kindness, compassion, courage and accomplishment and breakthru’s??  With no commercials pushing mindless consumerism!  Only a kind of ‘info’-mercial.  Maybe just local businesses telling you what’s available close by – no hype to buy!  I’m very sure there are enough ‘good’ stories to fill each 24 hour day!!  It’s a big world!  There are lots of people doing extraordinary things! And an abundance of less obvious stories – like the person whose plan to kill herself was altered by a simple smile from a stranger!  How many would be inspired to smile! ^_^  How many lives might be saved and changed??  There are truly infinite possibilities!  And who wouldn’t want the job of finding love and joy in the world????  And wouldn’t that be a great way to spend your money if you were a billionaire?? ^_^

And that is my two cents worth for today.  I shall now reenter my day a whole lot differently!  In joy and gratitude – and if I venture out, you can bet I shall smile at everyone!! ^_^